without the ones you loveee!!!! It's not just a song for me! as you know this will be my first Christmas without my dad. This will be the years of many firsts! First Fourth of July, his birthday, Thanksgiving.....and now Christmas. I have ACTUALLY been doing pretty well. I don't cry as MUCH! But the closer I get to Christmas I cringe........ My dad played such a big role in my life. Hearing his voice Christmas morning, or having him come over to help me build the toys, or having him hide the toys and smuggle them over..... hearing him sing Christmas carols. Just so many that I am going to miss...
It just seems like a bad dream still....
I don't know if I have truly accepted he's gone yet! Because I keep expecting him to call me or walk through the doors....
If I could only receive one Christmas present for the rest of my life....
It would be to have my dad....WRAPPED IN A BOW AND ALLLLLL......
I love him so much and I miss him more than words can express....
Keep us in your prayers....
This Christmas will be very hard for me.....
