Thursday, March 22, 2007

Feelin much better

Feeling much better than yesterday, but still not myself. The rain does not help,that"s for sure....lol. I am feeling much more like myself today. NO crying spells, no lazy feelings, just feelin' a little blah!

Dh has been WORKING alot of hours lately, he's getting prepared for Inventory on Friday. Yesterday he went in to work at 5am, then came home at 7pm, then went back from 9:30pm to close which was about 11pm. Why not just stay at work all day then! I was so freaking angry, I didn't know what to do with myself. I just went to sleep because I did not feel like a confrontation. But, I was mad as hell, to say the very least.

I know he has to work. But, he is a workaholic. We hardly spend anytime together. The kids don't have time with him. It's just sad. This is not what I signed on for. LOL I guess I am just being spoiled, but I got married to have companionship. Lately, all he does is work and when he comes home either I am too tired or he's too tired, to spend time together. I HATE WALGREENS, with a Passion. LOL I keep telling him that we need to spend more time together and he needs to spend more time with the kids, he keeps telling me he knows....but I am so sick of the late hours. It's only been for a couple of days, but he works long hours already....He works 10-14 hour days atleast 4 times a week. I miss him. Plain and simple. So does the kids. He tries to make it up to us with "THINGS", material things that is....however all we want is HIM. KWIM???

I love him sooooo freaking much, but at the same time, I get a little lonely. I just want to spending some REAL QUALITY TIME, together.

Some people might think I am being a baby or spoiled. Or they may say get a hobby, they don't know I have a gazillion hobbies, but I think we should be spending way more time together. My mom says "Be glad, you got a man who works and takes care of his family, so many don't!. You are blessed to have a man that takes care of business". I know that I am blessed, but I don't need to live in luxury, all I want is him. we could live in a cave for all I care, as long as I can be with my BABY, I am alllllllll good!

Enough of that....LOL

Today, I am planning to clean house, do some laundry, and get a nap in before kiddies get home. Nothing spectacular for today. I still don't feel like doing much, so I better take it easy.

Did anyone watch Idol? I cannot believe, Stephanie went home instead of Sanjaya again. WTF? I am so mad! He better not make it to the finals that's all I Know!!!

Dana

4 comments:

Adrienne " A little dramatic at times" said...

Glad you are doing better girl!

BonnieRose said...

hugs dana, and i know exactly what u mean.. I have a friend that I just wish I cud spend more time with, trust me on that one. My prob is the opposite of yours... lol I'll email ya... hugs ya gf!

regina said...

You'll be better when the whether gets better...there will be more things to do and somehow the sun just makes everything just a tad bit less painful!

em said...

My husband works all the time. I know how you feel. It sucks. But...on a positive note...wasn't the weather beautiful today!! :)